This book is weird. It does start out slow and you are so confused because you have no clue as to what the point of the story could possibly be. So, I put it away for a while and read some other stuff then went back to it after a couple weeks. The second I picked it up again I couldn’t put it back down and finished it the next day. The middle is when things start coming together and making sense. The ending is so horribly sad that I laid in bed crying until I couldn’t even see the words. Honestly, good book, it just takes time. Patient readers. Good author!